Humiliation

Posted on March 5, 2008

Before I start with what this entry is all about, I would just like to announce that I have a new blog buddy! :smile:  Her name is Miyuko, go visit her site by clicking her name in this entry or through the “friends” submenu… :grin:

Anyway…. About the title of this entry…..

I’ve had enough with my life. Not my life as in my whole life… But with my college life. It’s really, REALLY not fun anymore. I don’t care if you guys would read this, I don’t freakin’ care! I’ve had enough.

You come to me, asking me why I act like this? OH! Try and do that and everything will slap back to YOUR face @#$%&!!!!

Okay… Sorry for that random outburst… I’ve had enough with the people I’m surrounded with almost everyday. You come to school all bright and in a good mood; the next thing you know, you’re already pissed off, so early in the morning. That’s the reason why I am having a hard time going to school everyday. I know I still have a few of them left that I get to have fun with. The others? I DON’T FREAKIN’ CARE. I don’t care what happens to them, I don’t care about their attitude. All I know is that the sooner we finish everything, the sooner I leave their sight, the sooner I’ll be happy.

One person walks around, pretending to know everything. One person walks around pretending that he/she is always right. One person walks around pretending to have all the time in the world. One person walks around pretending to be a person we know them to be. One person walks around complaining we haven’t done anything. Oh yeah. That person(s) will NEVER leave my mind for he/she had done something terrible to it. It damaged me, it damaged us. You are free to do what you want, yet you scold us for doing what WE want.

Let me make things clear to YOU, I HATE plastics, got it? Oh fine, what the hell. He’s close to your boyfriend. SO WHAT. Talk to us like you’re a nobody. Talk to HIM like you’re friends. Oh, we never met. Sorry but I do NOT know who you are.

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Ermm.. I think I’ve had enough… I haven’t poured it all yet… If I did I might damage my laptop’s keyboard, so, I think I’d rather not do that… :sweatdrop:

I can’t wait for this final year to end. I want it to end like a breeze, like nothing happened, like I never met them. I’m sick and tired of their games. Talk to you, don’t talk to you. That’s their game. Whops. Wrong notation. Talk to you, don’t know you, change attitude. Talk to you, you’re close to my “lover”, change to happy attitude. There. Much better. :sad:

Sometimes, I seriously think that maybe I really shouldn’t have taken up computer studies after all. Maybe I was better off as an Interior Designer… :sad:

One Comment


Miyuko Says:
March 5th, 2008 at 7:09 pm

Awww hope you’re feeling better now! I know that feeling - people can be HORRIBLE and really bitchy. I’m very lucky to have been able to ‘ditch’ those people from university when I moved back home and fortunately the friends I made over the summer through my old friends have become my best friends now and luckily they’re older than me so they don’t act childish!

But I know what you mean about university - I’m sick of it :/ The teaching style… style of essays… everything! Mmm; well I’m seeing what happens this semester with my grades but if my grades are crap (I’m seriously lazy!!) I’m gonna quit myself XD;

Also I added your link up!!! :D xoxox


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