Posted on May 24, 2008

I went home to the province today because I miss the atmosphere here… The quiet and joyful atmosphere unlike what I experience in our condo in Manila. Also another reason for that is because my oldest sister was in a rage because she couldn’t access the router there - she is way too short tempered to even wait for anything.

So anyways, the moment I walked into the house, I was greeted by my niece who was carrying my dad’s shoes thinking it was his slippers. When she saw me, she let go of the shoe and went straight to me to have me carry her (she’s currently a year and 8 months, nearing nine this 27th)… I missed that.. The way that she’s too cute and adorable and is always there to greet you once you open the door…

It’s a Saturday night, nearing 12 midnight and tomorrow, I will be returning to the city. Why? Aside from the fact that I still have my internship, classes start this Monday… So, I go to school Monday and Wednesday. Then from 8AM till around 3:30PM during Tuesdays and Thursdays I will be at the office… Then whole day during Fridays… Such a tight schedule and it’s only the first week of classes…

Basically, I only have an overnight here at the province before I return back to reality… Can’t I stay here a little longer…? :(

Expect a little less blogging starting Monday… Since it will be my last week next week for work, I heard that they will be giving me boxes of documents to scan.. @.@ So I guess I have to go back to the office after my class on Tuesdays and Thursdays just to finish all that is needed to be done I don’t leave anything unfinished… Unless it is a self-proclaimed project… I might even extend the 200-hour max if I do that.. Not that it would increase my grade…

Posted on May 8, 2008

Ever wondered why you can’t get anything done…? Well I have. It’s just setting your priorities straight. From the most important thing you have to get done, down to the least important. Sadly, some people don’t know how to set their priorities straight, and they say they do. There are a lot of ways to be able to set ones priorities. Its just that we all have to know what we HAVE to do from what we WANT to do. And that’s pretty much it. HAVE meaning we need to do it ASAP. And WANT is just for leisure sake or that you got bored with that HAVE to do thing. The reason for shifting of priorities.

As for me, here are my priorities for this summer:

• School - OJT
• Moomedia
• Family
• Leisure
• and lastly, Vinno.

Yes. You’d think he is 3rd on my list right…? Unfortunately, no.

I take OJT first since I want to graduate on time and that I don’t want to waste my time goofing around this summer when I know I could have done something. Moomedia, the org that I am part of. It comes second because the moment I have nothing to do and that I know I have something to do for that org, I do it. Family comes next. Since I live with my sister and her husband, I don’t really have to worry about almost anything. Except for the fact that I miss my bed at home, I miss my parents, I miss home-made food, I miss my niece… Other than that, I am perfectly fine.

To get out of the boredom or the stress. I take leisure as my next priority. I either play The Sims LifeStories, or I watch a DVD or the TV.

Lastly, Vinno. He comes in the last of my list. Why? Because we’ve had enough time together. He even wanted some time alone a while back with his friends, I heard. And complains that we have more than enough time together. He’s telling me that?! He’s the one that’s always on my tail!!

Everything is set. That’s how I wanted my priorities to be. And so far, it is.

Now, for others, it just isn’t so. They prioritize something else other than school, like say playing online games, or the org. It’s a waste of time I tell you.

Posted on March 5, 2008

Before I start with what this entry is all about, I would just like to announce that I have a new blog buddy! :smile:  Her name is Miyuko, go visit her site by clicking her name in this entry or through the “friends” submenu… :grin:

Anyway…. About the title of this entry…..

I’ve had enough with my life. Not my life as in my whole life… But with my college life. It’s really, REALLY not fun anymore. I don’t care if you guys would read this, I don’t freakin’ care! I’ve had enough.

You come to me, asking me why I act like this? OH! Try and do that and everything will slap back to YOUR face @#$%&!!!!

Okay… Sorry for that random outburst… I’ve had enough with the people I’m surrounded with almost everyday. You come to school all bright and in a good mood; the next thing you know, you’re already pissed off, so early in the morning. That’s the reason why I am having a hard time going to school everyday. I know I still have a few of them left that I get to have fun with. The others? I DON’T FREAKIN’ CARE. I don’t care what happens to them, I don’t care about their attitude. All I know is that the sooner we finish everything, the sooner I leave their sight, the sooner I’ll be happy.

One person walks around, pretending to know everything. One person walks around pretending that he/she is always right. One person walks around pretending to have all the time in the world. One person walks around pretending to be a person we know them to be. One person walks around complaining we haven’t done anything. Oh yeah. That person(s) will NEVER leave my mind for he/she had done something terrible to it. It damaged me, it damaged us. You are free to do what you want, yet you scold us for doing what WE want.

Let me make things clear to YOU, I HATE plastics, got it? Oh fine, what the hell. He’s close to your boyfriend. SO WHAT. Talk to us like you’re a nobody. Talk to HIM like you’re friends. Oh, we never met. Sorry but I do NOT know who you are.

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Ermm.. I think I’ve had enough… I haven’t poured it all yet… If I did I might damage my laptop’s keyboard, so, I think I’d rather not do that… :sweatdrop:

I can’t wait for this final year to end. I want it to end like a breeze, like nothing happened, like I never met them. I’m sick and tired of their games. Talk to you, don’t talk to you. That’s their game. Whops. Wrong notation. Talk to you, don’t know you, change attitude. Talk to you, you’re close to my “lover”, change to happy attitude. There. Much better. :sad:

Sometimes, I seriously think that maybe I really shouldn’t have taken up computer studies after all. Maybe I was better off as an Interior Designer… :sad:

Posted on February 18, 2008

Going through a few articles online such as Once More into the Breach, Dear Friends, Once More and read a few other blog posts linked there, and I got more information about my previous post.

Well for one thing I didn’t know that even executives were part of the rally last Friday. So I guess not all people were bothered about it. Not as much. Unlike those who don’t take into interest in these rallies like me and my family. Everything just seemed to have stopped during that time. Well, they might have, considering that employees where there, even their executives!

I was again watching the news last Saturday, I think, while I was at the kitchen waiting for my sister to start baking… Everyone seemed to be looking for the late Cardinal Sin (the former Archbishop of Manila) who seem to have lead the fight during the late President Ferdinand Marcos and the impeachment of former President Joseph Ejercito “Erap” Estrada. He had to lead those fights, right? Because it was for the benefit of all the people in the country. I mean, President Marcos was leading in dictatorship, President Estrada had all these affairs, and his jueteng (some sort of gambling) scandals, all of the houses he owned was said to have come from his corruption back then (which by the way was not as much kept underground if you ask me). So, again, what are we fighting for here? If Cardinal Sin were still here, would he have fought?

Posted on February 4, 2008

It’s not everyday that you get to have a good day. It’s not everyday that you get to meet the best of friends that you can always have and keep forever.

Then why is it that sometimes, it’s way too hard to accept that what you have feels like a mistake…? Why is it that sometimes, you can’t help but think about the possibilities that what might have happened if this certain event didn’t even occur… Well, we are always in a verge of thinking… Always in the thought that everything will surely change once some people didn’t even enter your life.

It’s not everyday that you get to change the past. Well, you can’t change the past. Cause it’s there, it’s done. I just wish…..