Posted on May 24, 2008

I went home to the province today because I miss the atmosphere here… The quiet and joyful atmosphere unlike what I experience in our condo in Manila. Also another reason for that is because my oldest sister was in a rage because she couldn’t access the router there - she is way too short tempered to even wait for anything.

So anyways, the moment I walked into the house, I was greeted by my niece who was carrying my dad’s shoes thinking it was his slippers. When she saw me, she let go of the shoe and went straight to me to have me carry her (she’s currently a year and 8 months, nearing nine this 27th)… I missed that.. The way that she’s too cute and adorable and is always there to greet you once you open the door…

It’s a Saturday night, nearing 12 midnight and tomorrow, I will be returning to the city. Why? Aside from the fact that I still have my internship, classes start this Monday… So, I go to school Monday and Wednesday. Then from 8AM till around 3:30PM during Tuesdays and Thursdays I will be at the office… Then whole day during Fridays… Such a tight schedule and it’s only the first week of classes…

Basically, I only have an overnight here at the province before I return back to reality… Can’t I stay here a little longer…? :(

Expect a little less blogging starting Monday… Since it will be my last week next week for work, I heard that they will be giving me boxes of documents to scan.. @.@ So I guess I have to go back to the office after my class on Tuesdays and Thursdays just to finish all that is needed to be done I don’t leave anything unfinished… Unless it is a self-proclaimed project… I might even extend the 200-hour max if I do that.. Not that it would increase my grade…

Posted on May 22, 2008

I got bored again, as usual… So for the nth time that I’ve been bored, I clicked in Red’s link from his status and saw, for the nth time as well, this high school survey that he had… And since I am bored and is currently killing a lot of time, I decided to take it… And see if I remember high school…

THINK BACK to fourth year hs….

let’s see how much you remember
and how much you regret.

what section were you?
~ IV - Galatians

Who were your seatmates?
~ hmmm… There’s the wall and Robee for the 4th quarter, there’s Alsita and Jamille for 1st quarter, there’s the wall and some one for the 3rd quarter….. I forgot…

Still rememer your english teacher?
~ Ms. Pen-pen. That is one of the teachers I will NEVER EVER forget

What was your first class?
~ There was a time it was Math… And I think it was during first quarter that we had homeroom for 1st subject… Then again, that’s only I think once a week..

Who was your crush then?
~ ………. Should I tell…? I dunno… He might find his way to this blog since I did post the link to my friendster account… Let’s just say that he is the crush of almost everyone..? And is a part of the SC then.. Get a clue!

Made friends to the lower years?
~ Hmmmm… Only a few… Haha…

Had a boyfriend/girlfriend?
~ Yeah

How was your class schedule?
~ Hmmm… Boring. If I remember correctly, we had Physics just after lunch!

Made any enemies?
~ Sadly, yeah… But we made up in the end..

Who was your favorite teacher?
~ Ms. Bullag!

What sport did you play?
~ Nothin’ How about art? Or dancing?

Did you buy your lunch?
~ Always

Were you a party animal>
~ Nuh uh..

Were you well known in your school?
~ I don’t think I was…

Skip classes?
~ Nope can’t skip class anyways… There’s no place to hide!

Did you get suspended/expelled?
~ Never! Never even got a repremand slip or got sent to the Disciplines Office! NEVER for the entire time I’m in school!

Posted on May 14, 2008

I am officially going to be insane one of these days. Work had been busy yesterday, fine… Although I had received an email from Doc Lloyd (he’s the founder of our specialization. he’s a good professor… but a bit scary at that) last night saying that he needs to visit us in our OJT site ASAP.

What am I supposed to when he suddenly comes out of the blue?? I usually don’t do anything, just stare at the computer and do some internet surfing… What if he comes and I’m not doing anything?! This is driving me insane!!! What if because of that, I might not pass this OJT..?! (umm.. is that possible…? Lasallians out there..?)

Oh, and as for those who might think that I am also insane for putting my family third on my priorities… It’s because I live away from my family (particularly my parents) and so they won’t need much of my attention… Besides, it was them who always told me to put my studies first in my priorities before anything else, and thus the priorities list.

Gad I’m still so sleepy! It was fortunate that I woke up early enough for work or else I would have been late once again… And since I will not be doing anything tonight, I will finish onee-chan’s blog! *determined* I promised her that anyways… I just finished the layout last night and the next thing to do would be to fix the images needed for wordpress coding…. Then lastly, put it up on wordpress (of course setting it up)

I am also up to another project… Since I missed video editing so much, I am currently editing a video… You’ll have to wait and see.. I promise to upload it in YouTube and put it here as well… ALSO, I am planning on revamping the layout of my other website project (even though it hasn’t been launched yet… ^^;) I already thought of the layout… All I need to do now is to really create the layout in photoshop then to wordpress… I’ll try to manage our time to be able to launch the site before Christmas… For the mean time, it’s online but not being touched. I don’t know if anyone had already seen it but I ain’t letting anyone see it until the launch… Anyone that doesn’t accidentally click on the page somewhere in the internet, like from google…

Posted on May 8, 2008

Ever wondered why you can’t get anything done…? Well I have. It’s just setting your priorities straight. From the most important thing you have to get done, down to the least important. Sadly, some people don’t know how to set their priorities straight, and they say they do. There are a lot of ways to be able to set ones priorities. Its just that we all have to know what we HAVE to do from what we WANT to do. And that’s pretty much it. HAVE meaning we need to do it ASAP. And WANT is just for leisure sake or that you got bored with that HAVE to do thing. The reason for shifting of priorities.

As for me, here are my priorities for this summer:

• School - OJT
• Moomedia
• Family
• Leisure
• and lastly, Vinno.

Yes. You’d think he is 3rd on my list right…? Unfortunately, no.

I take OJT first since I want to graduate on time and that I don’t want to waste my time goofing around this summer when I know I could have done something. Moomedia, the org that I am part of. It comes second because the moment I have nothing to do and that I know I have something to do for that org, I do it. Family comes next. Since I live with my sister and her husband, I don’t really have to worry about almost anything. Except for the fact that I miss my bed at home, I miss my parents, I miss home-made food, I miss my niece… Other than that, I am perfectly fine.

To get out of the boredom or the stress. I take leisure as my next priority. I either play The Sims LifeStories, or I watch a DVD or the TV.

Lastly, Vinno. He comes in the last of my list. Why? Because we’ve had enough time together. He even wanted some time alone a while back with his friends, I heard. And complains that we have more than enough time together. He’s telling me that?! He’s the one that’s always on my tail!!

Everything is set. That’s how I wanted my priorities to be. And so far, it is.

Now, for others, it just isn’t so. They prioritize something else other than school, like say playing online games, or the org. It’s a waste of time I tell you.

Posted on April 29, 2008

He’s wasting his time if you ask me. Instead of applying and getting things over with with this practicum (on the job training), he sits there, complaining most of the time… Or if not, doing moo stuff. Or if not, playing online games. The type of person who will achieve a goal, but the goal is very far away. Sad to say, I don’t like that type of person. I like a person who is motivated to achieve their goals early in life. Motivated enough to work hard for himself or herself for his family most especially their situation. I promised myself that I will try to at least change how he thinks about money and life. And that he has to SAVE money. Sadly, I failed to do that… And I can’t seem to do it. Because of him. Because of his attitude. Because of his way of thinking.

It’s my second day of on the job training… And I do find it a bit boring but fun, most especially with the people around me. They are just so welcoming and really fun to be with, especially that they joke most of the time…

I was hoping I could motivate him to work with his OJT as well during my first day at work since I was happy I decided to apply and work there. Unfortunately, it was only until his head… That motivation never went to his body to actually move and do something about it. He never did.

And I’m REALLY sad today, despite the fact that I should be happy. I feel really down today except for the fact that I’m really tired and sleepy. I just don’t know what to do anymore. Haven’t I tried hard enough to talk him into applying…? I’ve been pushing and pushing him to apply to jobs. Nothing happened.

Made a mistake…? I don’t know. Most of the time I think I didn’t. Although there are times I think I did. I DON’T KNOW! I don’t know anymore… I don’t want to think anymore…