Posted on December 24, 2007
It’s Christmas Eve, and I’m not supposed to feel like this. How exactly do I feel? I feel so lonely… I’m not even supposed to be bored at this time of the day, at this time of the holidays. Yet I am… I haven’t talked to him in a straight conversation the whole day, my older sister and I were driving all over town the whole day, I haven’t seen him (through webcam) the whole day! How am I supposed to spend a great Christmas?!
I know, I know… I’m ranting again… But I don’t know what to do anymore. This is not me. I am supposed to be happy because it’s Christmas, like any other Christmas that I had had. Although this time is a bit different because for once in Christmas time, I am not single… But you find me alone in my room typing this. Meaning, I am not happy like I thought I would be, like I thought I should be.
Where is he… He’s been playing in his laptop the whole day (which by the way I told him not to install games because his laptop is supposed to be for WORK), expecting me to reply to his text every time he does. He hasn’t been online, meaning my bill will go up again, with means another sermon-like-joke from my parents…
Sigh… I am seriously BORED. I also apologize for boring you guys with this entry…
Anyway, here’s a greeting from me to you guys:
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
Here’s a cake for everyone! :smile: (I will post an entry more about these towel cakes next time… For the mean time, that’s the only towel cake that I will show everyone.. :smile:
I hope you guys have a great holiday! :smile:
Posted on December 16, 2007
As I mentioned in one of my previous entires, it is nearing Christmas… In our tradition, it’s the start of what we call the Simbang Gabi meaning those who would like to go to mass everyday, 9 days before Christmas, at early in the morning, they can. By the time this ends, what they say, the person who completed all 9 days can grant a wish. I don’t know if it is just a tradition of the Filipinos or maybe we adopted them from other cultures or something… I’m not quite sure…
But anyway… It’s nearing Christmas and most of us still don’t have the spirit of Christmas… I know I do… It’s 5:15 in the morning and I’m not thinking of anything except of what I will do this break… Well, I am a bit determined to fix myself up this Christmas, a bit more than the ordinary me… Ordinary me meaning wearing a pair of pants, a blouse, my flipflops, my eyeglasses, hair flowing.. What I wanted this Christmas was that I would look far more that I usually do… I just don’t know what to do yet… But I am going to wear a skirt…
My mom said she doesn’t have the Christmas spirit in her as well… Even though the house is already decorated with all her Christmas decors (yeah, finally I was able to go home after a VERY long time), I don’t know why she still doesn’t have the spirit in her… My niece is already way too excited to open her gift even though she doesn’t know how cause she’s just 1 year old… But they do say that she’s already trying to remove the Christmas card that was in her gift… :sweatdrop: But anyway… I don’t feel Christmas but somehow I have the Christmas spirit… A bit… Cause my wallet feels it… -.-;
Anyway, I think I have to try to go to sleep now… I still have a long day ahead of me…
