Everything is not what it seems…

Left on July 4, 2009 – 3:32 am
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Weird things had happened for the entirety of this week. But before I get to that, I just wanted to say that I took the qualifying exam for the Japanese Government Scholarship for next year’s batch last June 23rd. I don’t know if I’ll pass, but I have a very, VERY strong feeling that I won’t… So I won’t count on it anymore and just look for a job so that I can save up to take a certificate degree at the Philippine School of Interior Design. :) I always wondered how my life would have been if I took the Interior Designing course instead of taking the Computer Science course. So, I am gonna save up for it and try to enter there by next year, hopefully.

The past week I’ve been staying at my sister’s place in the city because I attended a Job Expo at our school. But, I only went one day though. ANYWAYS… I also went out with my college friends and we went Laser Tagging! It was fun… But it got a bit annoying when you kept on being shot and you don’t know where it’s coming from only to find out that there are people all around you. -.- But bottom line, I had fun with them. :)

Okay, so what is up with the weird thing I’m talking about in the first paragraph… First thing is first, I have a boyfriend and we’ve been going out for the past year and 11 months (going 2 years this July 18th) and I love him. Now that that is established, on to the weird thing(s).

When I was on my way to school last Wednesday (I took the bus from our province going to the city), we passed by one of the oldest universities in the country (where I would have studied if I did not take Computer Science) and as usual, I was looking at the people walking by the sidewalks. It was very unusual for me to see lots and lots of people. But then again, I thought that it was 12PM and it’s lunch time so maybe all the students were then having their lunch. And then I thought to myself, every time I pass by this school, I’m always looking for someone. And just about a few weeks ago, I thought of FINALLY stop dreaming that that particular person will one day forgive me and become friends with me.

I hope of all the times that I passed by this university that I would see him walking down the sidewalk with his girlfriend, or maybe he’s eating with her or something of the sort. But no. The time that I had finally let go of that dream, the time that I saw a very, VERY familiar back walking at the sidewalk alone, bringing an umbrella, probably meeting his girlfriend. (I know his back because there had been lots of times that I walked behind him with my friends during high school and I kept on staring at it) ANYWAYS. And so, I was stunned again. -.-

Weird because I had finally stopped wishing to see him or maybe pass by him some time. And then that’s when he decides to show up. -.- After 4 long years of wanting to see him. -.-

Okay, next weird thing. I just learned that my ex had bought himself a PS2 using his own money back when we were only first year college students. Okay, yeah, I know, what’s weird about that, right? Well the weird thing is, he never went to visit me in the city during the last few months of our relationship and never gave me anything except when there are special occasions like my birthday, V-day, and X-mas. And when I learned that he was able to buy himself a PS2 using his own money at that time, I started to wonder… He was able to save up that much…? When did he buy it? Was it before or after the break up? Cause if it was before, I will definitely hate him for that – he traded me over PS2!!! Who wouldn’t be mad at that!? If it was after, well, I can’t blame him. But then again, past IS past. So, why bother. I’ll just live in the present… :)

Summer El Nido Vacation

Left on June 12, 2009 – 1:53 am
Written under Family, Philippine News, Vacation6 Comments

And so summer had ended and A(H1N1) cases in the country had increased, drastically.. :( 4-6 cases had already been found in the university where I used to study so the school has been closed for 2 weeks… And now, all universities in the country had pushed their school opening for another week because of all the cases.

Anyways, I just came home from a summer vacation from an island in our country last Monday… El Nido, Palawan to be exact. :) It was SO fun! I haven’t had so much fun ever since we visited the United States.. :) Everything was a new experience to me since this is really the first time that I had fun in the water.. :) I discovered that I love being on a boat! :)) Funny I know.. ^^;

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Nearly the End

Left on May 28, 2009 – 3:14 pm
Written under Family, Geeky Girl, Life, Vacation, Work2 Comments

It’s May 28th here and it is nearing the end of summer… For most people anyways. Our school had started it’s first term last Monday (May 25). It usual starts early because we are under the Trimester system, so yeah. Hehe.

So, what had I been up to the past how many weeks that I haven’t been blogging… Well for one thing, I have achieved another wish that I wanted.. :) I finished driving school I think about 2 to 3 weeks ago and just last week, I got my driving license! XD But, the problem there is, I have no car to use. :)) My parents won’t have me drive an automatic car just yet. They want me to start off with a manual car. The problem there is, all our manual cars are with my two sisters who are both working in the city… So no manual car for me. :)) My mom did say that I would borrow my grandfather’s old car, the Volkswagen Beetle (they had it fixed a few years ago so yes, it is still functional). But, HELLO. The car is YEARS older than me, probably older than my oldest sister. I MIGHT have a hard time driving that thing compared to having a hard time driving our Kia Pride CD-5 :))

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Home sweet home…….?

Left on April 29, 2009 – 10:24 pm
Written under Events, Family, Life, School5 Comments

Yes, I am back home. I just moved back last Monday… Actually no, my stuff came last Monday and I came home Tuesday afternoon. As for our final presentation for thesis, we got a silver for the Most Outstanding Thesis Award! :D Gold was given to the other group. :)

Last week, since I was SO bored, I created a new layout! :D It’s not really new cause I based it on an existing layout from WordPress Themes Free. I just added my own personal touches when I tried to create the layout. I did not install the layout. I created it from scratch based from that. :)

I purposely titled the website as “Untitled” for now because I am still lost with what will be next in my life. It’s not like moving on from high school to college, that I will only pick a college and a course that I want.. ^^; It most definitely is something BIGGER. And I still don’t know what to do. Hence, the title. I will probably keep this layout for a long time as I have more plans with it.. :)

After 2 days of trying to fix my room, I had finally finished today. Just about 5PM today. :)) I started around 4PM yesterday and stopped at 3AM and then resumed fixing about 3PM today and finished about 5pM. :)

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Dreams can become hopes

Left on April 25, 2009 – 1:18 am
Written under Events, Life, Vacation, Work2 Comments

I’m almost done with college, all I’m waiting for right now is our final presentation (for the award we were nominated for) and that presentation will be on Monday from 10 – 12 noon. And finally, I am moving out of my dorm that same day. After the presentation, I will be evacuating from the place. FINALLY.. :D And right now, I am bored with my one week vacation, what more with my entire summer…? ^^;

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